| updat5e on my mother |
[Jun. 23rd, 2009|08:37 pm] |
So i went with her to the hospital today. to find out whats wrong, etc.
did cat-scans, other shit, blood work, etc.
...... she had a mild stroke, her kidney's are shutting down, and she has a VERY low red blood cell count and she is dehydrated even though she drinks LOTS of water.
after being there with my mother and finding out what happened. i had to go out side and call everyone in my family. on the way out i had to stop in the wash room cause i had a break down. after a few moments i pulled my self together and cleaned my self up and went out side and made the calls.
that was so hard to do >.>
after the others got there i told/showed them where she was, did a quick talk hugged her and had to leave to get home. once i got home i broke down in Hallows arms. and after a shot bit pulled my self together.
I don't know if i can take anymore, i have lost friend recently, stress load and shit.......... and now this....
hugs and whimpers* |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2009|11:46 am] |
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I just found out my mother had a small stroke last night, I am going to the hospital today.... so i won;t be home. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2009|03:05 am] |
I needed to update my business card with some of the new stuff I do... also to simplify it and make the text stand out more and not blend with the background as much as the old ones did.
They came out rather nice I think, cleaner and sharper ^^ |
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| memory lane |
[Jun. 20th, 2009|01:09 am] |
Well I was going threw my boxes and stuff for address changes and stuff for the few remaining things that needed an address change. And I came across some old pics, drawings and bills and shit.
I came across some old art that was done for me. some of the people i still talk to, some of the people..... we don;t see eye to eye no more... its nice art though. just a bunch of Q's are brought up in my head and memories and stuff.
I did come across old school pictures. lol i was such a dork and gay in school XD. Though i only talk to one friend from school. all the others back stabbed me or moved away or we lost contact. Though me and her have been friends since kinder garden XD.
I came across some bills that I had tucked away for some reason, that my one X-partner fucked me over on and i had to pay out the ass for them >.> not the best thing to remember
and i came across a few other things but the one that stands out the most is a little piece of metal given to me from the friend that recently passed away. i completely forgot about it. Though i am glad i have it, that way i got something to hold onto to remember her by.
remembering shit from before can have an interesting effect on ya. I guess it shows us all a little about our selves and how much we may or have changed over the years. I really didn't see my self where i am today or could even for see the possible events that have happened to me 5 years ago, let alone 2 or 3 years ago. |
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| sighs..... |
[Jun. 13th, 2009|09:43 pm] |
I found out tonight a friend of mine died..... I am not mentioning who cause i do not know if the family/loved ones/friends want the name released..... If they want, they may post a comment.
...... she was a good friend of mine, though we didn't get to talk much of the last year cause of how busy i have been and stuff.....
she died of a blood clot, or so the family/doctors think/say....
I don't know what really to say, this was kinda a .... you know, u don't expect these things......
I'm gonna go out and get a coffee and stuff.... |
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| thoughtful moment |
[Jun. 8th, 2009|10:00 pm] |
you lay back after a long run of hardship.... regardless of how long it may be, from a week span to year spans... and you look at what u went through, what you did, what you did to those around you, look at those who helped you, looked at those who never gave up, and you look at the reflection of your self.
the idea of *people never change*.... they just get lost along the way. how ever you do take on an attitude of those who surround you and what they do to you effects your judgment, feelings, fears and compassion. weather it be right or wrong of what they do.
The known fact that as long as you have a heart and care for people, there will ALWAYS be someone or people there for you, regardless of how big or small it may seem, or how much u don't want to believe it.
How ever, people that have been hurt, lied to or experienced something bad, can be hard to get close to, but those who keep trying to break down that wall and show how big there hearts are, and how much they care for them . I think you could call them there hero's to an extent. Even if it takes years to get close to that someone you care about.
life is not about winning, life is not about being superior to others, its not about using others to get what you want, its not about fame and glory, and its not a competition. life is about living it to its fullest, experiencing it, and enjoying it, regardless of how much or little money you have. cause you can't put a price on love and feelings.
some get blink sighted by jealousy and hate. but that in its self is just human nature in a few cases... even if they want to admit it to them selves or not. some do.
sometimes we really just need to lay back and open our eyes, even if its just for a moment. you would be surprised at what you can notice and see on several levels. |
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| Do you want a suit guaranteed for AC, Feral, and/or MFF |
[Jun. 4th, 2009|02:21 pm] |
I have 2 spots open for each CON "Feral and MFF" 2 for Feral and 2 for MFF
these are guaranteed spots that u will have the suits by the con.
If you want the suit for Feral it will be a flat price of 2000 CAN.
If you want the suit for MFF it will be a regular quote from me (prices vary depend on what you want done as per normal)
I DO have ONE spot open for AC, BUT The only colours i have available are White, black and grey "cause of time frame". and the suit price would be 2500 CAN flat, but its a guaranteed thing of u will have ur suit at AC
"shipping is not taken into effect on these prices and deals"
so let me know if u are interested :) |
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